|I am trying very much to identify what I want and need inmy life.|
For a career I defineitely wish to be a Dean of FAculty or academics/instruction.
I was feeling really happy and excited about the prospect and then someone close to me did an "incredibly and really rude thing".
The more I try to be friendly - the more I get signals that I am not wanted in this environment.
How can I speed up the process of obtaining my desired work and getting a place of my own where I can feel happy, at peace, and away from this terrible feeling.